For those of you who may remember me from 5 years ago, I am deeply disturbed by all of this, and I hope that you will take him to task for what he's done.

I have not been involved since I left in '03, but all of these years I have wanted to apologize to many of you that dealt with me. I finally feel like I can freely do that now. I did not take pride in the level of service that I was able to provide you with, but in many instances, my hands were tied. I enjoyed talking with many of you - you brightened my day.

I hope that this all comes to a different end than the way it seems to be headed.

All the best.